Damn, I wanna quit

I lead a lot of days in this place
many things, memories, smile, cry and many more

All everythings I went through with damn feel

everyday, every moment and every breathe that I take
I fights these all with my stupid reality

When many people said to me
"you can face it all!!!"
I just give a little smile for them
but there only on my lips
not with my deep inside of my heart

And when I try to feeling good
My soul is always fight hard with my logical brain
with faster an faster
and finally, I just cry on my bad
with the fuckin boys tears

somehow, I just a boy

but sometime I feel like an idiot boy

broken my day with my idiot danmshit
thats fair enough for me

 I just want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waiting certainty
Telling you that I've had it with this all

but I think You don't really know what you got untill it's gone

:IBL